thoughts

This past week of stripping was one of the best weeks that I have had yet. I made bank, and I had a blast doing it. I was very happy to meet some of the guys I have met. Sadly, most of them are out-of-towners. Every once in awhile they may come back, but a lot of people go through Morgantown for business. I still have chances of meeting some other guys. The only bad thing was the fact that my back is still a little sore. I've had a pretty bad torn muscle. ....... There were some strangers that I met and some guys that could be in the senate for someone else. I'm really not sure about Luke from ORU's company. I don't know why he seems to be around and almost a regular through other people. For now, I don't mind his company, but he really does leave me guessing. I get the impression he wants to check up on me to see whether or not I am ok, and show me some support. In another way, I question if he has some kind of bad intention going on. A long time ago, Luke was either ignorant or too refusing of me being against Maggie. I think it was some kind of made up photography sex scene where we were making out while milk was being poured on us, where he lost me. I just gave up on him and went about my every day life the same way I always did. If Luke didn't get my anger by then of being untouchable and refusing someone's dominance, he just was never going to get it. There has just been this gap since then, and here Luke comes to visit me. Luke, I wonder how you will play me from here. ....... There was this other hot man that I had great chemistry with and that I'm still interested in despite some guessable things. I think Bree Ann wanted to intentionally mark, degrade, and ruin him and us. I may never see him again, but I do wonder what his real outlook and response is. What is he thinking and feeling? ............ I also appreciated the fact that there were some other random guys out there that were party going and fun loving and not looking to compete or hate on me. ....... Other thoughts besides stripping...........I'm upset at how rainy the weather looks this entire week. It is even supposed to rain today. I hate that. Too much rain. I can't make up my mind if I want to work 3 or 4 days this week either. There is just not enough time in the day, and I still have a lot of money to make and to save. I just don't know if I want to choose time or money this week. I miss Mitzi so much. While the money is for her and us both, I will always feel torn with the win/lose. We will have a lot of time to spend together towards the end of the month. I might take her on our own mini vacation.