Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I thought it was fun tonight

I have been very exhausted lately. I still feel that way and have a strange sickness. My left eyeball is in pain. Like my eye ball has a headache or something. I also do have a headache and I think an earache. I think it was because I was at a higher altitude than usual today. I did my usual bike hike and pushed myself further today. I wished I was feeling more accomplished, but the earache ruins it.

Anyway, Dancing with the stars was definitely fun and interesting. Black Betty is a song I love! I thought the other songs were fun. I noticed people were booing at Florence. I think it was when she was singing a song along the lines of "telling people to run to survive." It does sound a little bit religious (that I don't know) and maybe even of supremacy to be so authoritative about it on a regular public channel. I heard the condemnation. Again, I agree with freedom of religion, and freedom of speech was used in return.
But when people do not think about basic rights and freedoms, they are thinking of agendas, focuses, energy, possible hazards that could happen because of free expression.
Well, I didn't see a riot or anything. It didn't even compare to Jerry Springer, so I don't think people should be too worried.

I enjoyed the rest of the dances and uncertain about everyone's catty identities. Some people are too obvious, while other people I'm not so sure with. I like to keep some thoughts to myself.

I am getting confused with one cat. He cheered for someone that I don't think highly of, and I know there is a story there that I don't know about. I see him in a more negative light now. Confusingly negative where trust will be harder to achieve with me. It was never that trusting to begin with, but he continues to make it more and more impossible.

I think life is also extra heavy right now because of unemployment and finances. So, I think people should be considerate of that and not expect so much from me.